Posted in Feelings, Random, Thoughts

She’s Changed

She used to be so caring, so thoughtful, so considerate, and so attached. When she was younger, she even gets to memorize all birthdays of her love ones and friends, and parting time always make her heart breaks. She used to put on efforts in always preparing something every birthday, valentine’s day, Christmas Day or New Year’s Day for each of her closest friends. She values presents, cards and anything that could make any occasion extra special. But she had been taken for granted, rejected and lied upon. Her innocence had been drowned with heartaches, disappointments, distress and hatred. Until she stopped caring.

She stopped caring for people who doesn’t seem to care. She stopped reaching out for friends and loved ones who are so distant and insincere. She avoids fancy friends and get together. She’s changed. Though, deep within her, she still cares, she still worries, she still considers, but she wants to believe that she’s done hurting, she’s done expecting nothing in return, she’s done being taken for granted.

Capture

But she’s tough in the outside. Looking at her won’t give you any idea that she’d been through a lot in life. She’s still so positive in so many ways. She looks cool and in control. You can’t even tell that she’s drowning in distress, or that she’s hurting to death.

She might be a friend, a sister or relative. She might be your wife, daughter or mother. Maybe letting her know you care in your own little way can make up her day. A call or short message will do, even a simple “hi” or “hello”. Or maybe a hug, a kiss, a cuddle, an ice cream or cake from you.

She has or might change because of people like you.

 

P.S.: photo not mine. credit to owner. 

Posted in Feelings, Inspirations, Thoughts

Sunday Thoughts

Just wanna share 🙂

 

Smile, it wont it hurt!

When things gets tough, do you think it’ll get better if you’ll be upset?
When things wont go as planned, do you think it’ll make any difference if u frown?
When your patience been up to its limit, do you think it’ll make a better you if you’ll be mad?
When you think you have been waiting way too long, did you consider what was happening on the one that you have been waiting for?
When you get disappointed on something, did you ask yourself why it ended up so disappointing?
When you get so uptight, do you think you’ll need to pass it on?
Why don’t you stop a while, free your mind, breath in, breath out

Then smile… It wont hurt.

#sundaythoughts

Posted in Old Pieces Series, Poetry

Old Pieces Of Mine – FB Note1

Found this in my FB Notes

Mai Lyn published a note June 19, 2009

hav u ever felt endless emptiness inside…
… ever hurt deep right straight through ur soul…
hav u ever woke up one morning feeling so down…
… so hopeless… confounded… lost…
… With no one to comfort u…
… got no one to turn to…
… don’t know where to go…
… don’t know what to do…
… felt like floating in nowhere…
… seemed like searching for nothing…
… don’t even know what to think…
… what to feel… what to tell…
… coz ur heart & mind been taken out of place..
… by so much heartaches… so much distress…
… felt like been shattered into pieces…
… mentally…
… emotionally …
… spiritually…
… felt like being trapped in an endless maze…
… where whom u expect to be at ur side
… seemed all out of sight…
… all been out of reach…
… where silence bore u to death…
… where u seemed screaming like hell…
… yet no one could hear…
… where u felt so alone..
… yet so crowded around…
… so helpless…
… so lost…
hav u ever wanted to just lay down asleep all day…
… wanting to make believe that by doing so…
… u will jaz wake up one morning…
… like nothing really happened…
… and everything is perfectly alright…
… like everything is jaz a bad dream…
… the heartaches… the emptiness…
… the sacrifices… the helplessness..
… the bitterness…
hav u???…
lost and found corner! lost and found corner!